I cannot describe this in words as its a very different feeling. After Saturday when i went for Ganesh fest I feel my inner joy has increased twice. Finally I feel I am blessed with divine energy of Ganeshji. As long back i used to console myself that I am happy but due to this pcos issues I was sad always. But these days i do not need to think about being happy or finding a reason to be happy. My frustrations and loneliness are no more within me. Yeah but still sometimes I get angry and cannot control my anger. (I know that is bad, but I am sure very soon even that will b no more.) Now I do not feel myself surrounded by negative vibrations as I used to feel way back.
Finally Manali with a new smile :-)
